Matt Bialer
KNOWLEDGE
I’m nearby Haven’t been there in years
Gray, getting dark, some frozen rain
I call my wife I will be home late
She and my daughter miss me
I wander around the campus No one around
Getting darker, sooty snowflakes
I can hear the rattle of dead leaves
Buildings look the same: The East Tower, The Commons,
Bogart Hall Violent wind and lightning Chunks
Of black ice I duck in to my old dorm A young woman
Shakes me Calls me by my name She knows me, kisses me
Has soft skin, dark hair, ponytail, overalls She’s
Concerned about me Wants to take me to the infirmary
I tell her I’m married, a father She tugs at me Why
Won’t I listen Sobs, slaps my face Outside, the pink buds
Of cherry trees But overgrown blue vines entangle the dorms
Ostriches charge across the Quad, students riding them
And it’s raining falling ash I stagger towards The Science Building
Meteors everywhere Gargoyles swoop down, trying to snatch me
I hear laughter, ostrich grunts I’m in a lab No one here
I walk among the pendulums, electroscopes and pulleys
Past resistance boxes, industrial coils I rifle through some textbooks
Diagrams of wavelengths, electron shells, light cones The ceiling cracks
STORM CHASERS
My daughter wants me to take her along
Sixteen, only thing she’ll do with me now
Sky between Johnson and Richmond
Turns a frightening green Corn fields
Flowing like white-capped ocean
Insists she bring her boyfriend along -
High school drop-out, tattoos of vipers, DUI’s
My driver and I in our vehicle mounted weather station -
Sheet metal covered SUV Race towards
Towering cumulus clouds, a supercell
I tell her maybe the two of us but not him
Fine, then I’m not coming Every storm is different
Clouds gray to black, roiling Strong gassy smell
We try to stay southeast without hydroplaning
Spot swirling and wind formation It’s going straight
For all of the homes and businesses, Highway 57
The principal’s office: She’s skipping school, poor grades,
Excessive body piercing Dad, fuck them They hate me
Roof anemometer records wind speeds 158.8 miles per hour
Baseball sized hail Driver’s side window blows out
Sounds like a waterfall, a jet engine Last year -
The first dance at my nephew’s wedding Patio strung with lights,
Grecian columns, French doors I asked her and she said yes
Wind Beneath My Wings Laughs, Dad let me lead, ok?
Cars thrown hundreds of feet Pieces of tin twisted high up
In snapped trees, power lines We help a man trapped
Beneath a chimney Two missing children - bodies found
Tossed in to the woods behind a house I once got caught
In the eye - complete silence and a strange blue glow
Through lightning flashes I looked upward A hollow column,
Small tornados constantly snaking off Over a thousand feet tall,
Resembling the inside of a pipe, the column kept swaying gently
Like that night I danced with her She didn’t say a word
But held me tight
