Matt Mauch
There is the Hiding, Here is the Seeking
And nobody’s here, unless you count as a somebody
an analog recording of a honey-smooth baritone voice
accompanying footage from the 1960 Olympiad
playing on a loop on a TV you get to like a lab mouse
following symbols and signs through a test maze
of haunted hallways after a gondola ride
to the top in an empty car
that reminds you of a womb
in a lab, which makes it feel like
an experiment, this going to see
the hermit seer sage in his cave above the tree line
on the day O Wise One goes to the village
for provisions but leaves behind a note
in the form of a film
in which athletes are stretching
like a meadow of gentians
following the contradictory orders
of their acclaimed coaches the breeze, the sun,
over which the honey smooth voice pours out:
They’re in a race, and in the race
most of them will get exercise only—
only three will win a medal
which makes you want to protect
the ones who’ll lose, like the mother
of a very large family, like, say,
a red snapper laying millions of eggs, and
suddenly you want to know the population of Las Vegas
ten years ago versus now. You think of ten years from
one second ago, when you will feel, if
you’re more than a disembodied voice,
responsible for not issuing a warning
sooner. On the way down the mountain
you understand what the seer sage
is saying: that honey-smooth will always taste
good to the tongues in your ears, and balancing
expertly on the miniature avalanches
beneath each of your downward-angled
steps will go unheralded unless
you herald it, which isn’t in your make-up,
you who now believe that your best
teachers are the ones with straight faces
telling you lies.
