Brittany Cavallaro
CAUSE / EFFECT
Before thought,
unthought. Before silence,
a jackdaw. Where were we last?
In the morning the mouths of animals.
The stripped sky at dawn.
Before the telephone,
wings. Before ghosts, kindling.
Your expiring mouth.
Tonight the trees move
as if conveyed. The birds burrow,
burrow. The years grow lidded eyes.
Before your questioning,
knowledge. By knowledge
I mean familiarity. By questioning
I mean you dug for my bones.
HUNGARY, IMBROGLIO
We finally achieve moiety in the Budapest
hotel: the cut duvet splits the bed into twins,
the word into a question – do, they. At lunch
you tell me the Magyar language uses only
postpositions, that clarification comes only
at the end. Your hands diagram my few
stumbling phrases, your one finger ringed
like a plane refusing to land. You only hail
those brown cabs that go expensively
nowhere. I only speak when spoken to
in English. Our mouths themselves
are mondegreens: what we’d want to hear
lost in desire’s dumb refrain. When
you whisper only, you whisper oh, lie
because some letters never arrive. I call
your wife and say words to the machine. I call
myself any name but my own. My foreign mother,
inarticulate through Lucky Strikes, coughed
an haitch before every front-voweled English word.
We’re all old-fashioned here – our hands still murmur and and and
