JL Conrad
Poem in Which Terror Leaves the Kitchen
The city impels itself into the atmosphere
at 18.5 miles per second, buildings scratching
at the air. See how the sky leans in. The window
closed but still you can feel the weight.
I should confess that lately I’ve felt kind of
heartless, as if I were the one stretched
on the slab, chest laid open in a harsh light.
These days I sleep fitfully, if at all. In my spare
time, I set about making soufflés, determined
not to let them fall. There is little to nothing
to say. Stay: as in here with me. My heart’s-
weight pulls. I hadn’t intended to be mis-
read in quite that direction. This time I dream
of a white horse that can go forty miles
without stopping. A horse is a good thing
to have around. In case you’re wondering.
Poem in Which You Leave Me at the Shopping Mart
You leave me at the shopping mart. I see
your taillights. They announce your departure
over the loudspeaker. My hands
develop minds of their own, and here
I should add at odds with each other. I no longer
peel oranges, and mascara trails its antpaths
from lashes to cheeks. As if hashing lines
where my skin could unhinge itself, open
windows to a red beginning. You can’t go
around the country like that. Ahead, wind rustles
the curtain of leaves. Night with its eyemasks.
Poem in Which Everything is a Lie
It’s time to make sweeping assertions. I know
how it ends: clocks stopped, buses reeling, the air
aquiver. There’s only one way to go about this
life. Bleach will take out the stain. You shouldn’t
have to move until you’re good and ready. I can
spell anything; just ask me. I have two heroes
stashed in the closet for a rainy day. Don’t worry,
I know how to pick a lock. Dogs will chase
anything if you let them. Show me a card trick
and I will tell you your hidden name through clenched
teeth so as not to spill too much. There are no
secrets between us. What we want is the same
at all times. I am almost never afraid.
